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Happysad!

As the project was running towards its last day, there was this one question that I always get from people around here, "Are you happy to go back?" I figured it's a staple question here in Germany when someone is leaving or going back to their home country and I honestly don't know what answer they are expecting. My honest answer would be, yes I am happy to go back... but at the same time quite sad to be putting an end to months of saying guten morgen, servus, gruss gott, tschüs, of hugging as a way of greeting (I exceeded my annual hug quota in the almost 3 months that I am here in Germany -- but in this case, excess of something is great). In short, I am happysad!

It's all good. Mission accomplished. I'm going back to the Philippines with tons of good memories and knowledge, happysad to know that I may be leaving but I will always have a family to go back to here! :)


This is the second last diary that I will be writing for our website. It has almost been some three months that I came to Germany. This period for me has been once in a life time opportunity. I have seen and experienced things that I could possibly wouldn't even be able to imagine. I come from a remote part of pokhara my home town where people have been spending their lives just looking after animals, cutting grass for them, cleaning their sheds, selling the milk, working in the fields etc. They stink so bad like the smell of cow dung, or cow urine. This means they literally do not take bath at all. They find themselves working in the field literally 18 hours a day and yet they do not have enough to eat for two times a day. The people in most poor parts of Nepal are illiterate. They do not have access to education, electricity, water taps, schools and hospitals. The deadliest disease in these places is not cancer or aids, but diarrhoea, water born diseases and mosquito related diseases.

There was a question in our online application form when I applied for this fellowship and that what do you think you would be learning from the project in Germany?One point I had mentioned was that I would be able learn more or less how and see what is a developed country and go back and work making changes towards development of my country. But right these days I feel as if I am lost and am confused whether will we ever be able to develop?

I have seen that almost every work whether indoor or outdoor is done with the help of machine in Germany. They have machines literally for everything. They have all the facilities and pleasures of life. They have so many things to do for example in sports. They have so many opportunities to choose from.

But we specially Julius and Timmy where we constantly share our experiences also realize that the development did not come easily for Germans. Actually we think the Germans and the other Europeans who work hard they deserve this life. The minimum working hour for Germans is 8 whereas in Nepal it is 6 and leave alone the number of holidays. Germans work very very hard even though whether it is snows or rains. But in Nepal and in Uganda according to Julius the work stops if it rains.

we three fellows wonder what were our country men doing when these europeans were constantly thinking and working really hard to overcome all these difficulties of life. And the question remains unanswered................................


The last stretch

And so we are down to our last few days in Germany and our last few days working on the farmhouse!

The museum has already closed for winter and will open again in April next year so the atmosphere at work has become really gloomy and you can feel happysadness among everyone.

Today, we met the Mayor of Bayrischzell and also met some kids from nearby towns. It was great sharing experiences and realizing how blessed we were in ways more than one.

We capped the day off with a dinner for Kaushik, who had his birthday last Friday. As usual, it was Gitti and Markus who arranged the dinner. As they dropped us off at our house (Haus Schoenbrunn), I could not help but think, this may be the last time we are going out with them as a whole bunch of fellows.

I will miss them a lot, Gitti and Markus were my second parents here in Germany. But after the fellowship is over, they will have 13 more kids all over the world. And we'll have three more brothers in Kilian, Lukas, and Markus, Jr. We didn't just build a museum, we also built a family here... one that I know we will also preserve :)


Professions...Over Pasta

We were discussing professions that are unique to our countries, a few weeks ago at our Italian restaurant while elderly Germans quietly worked their cutlery.

It turned out that India has an endless supply of peculiar jobs, probably because of the size and diversity and population density. I've always taken them for granted or dismissed them as stereotypes, but in trying to describe them I began to look at them with interest again.

Ear-cleaners. You’ll find them sitting with their toolkits outside Bombay’s biggest railway station, Victoria Terminus. Doctors say it isn't safe and I certainly don’t recommend it. But it’s fun to watch them at work for a bit while you’re walking past.

Coconut climbers. Many old-style houses in south India have coconut trees. Coconuts can fall on your head, and they’re difficult to pluck because they’re high up a tree that's like a thirty-metre pole. So when a climber comes to your gate to ask if there's work, you say yes. They can effortlessly shimmy up that most un-climbable tree in a scissor-motion, without any equipment, not even a rope, pluck your coconuts and throw them down, collect their fee and move to the next house.

Dabbawalas. A dabba is a lunch-box, and dabbawalas deliver fresh food from people’s homes to their offices every day in Bombay, a city with over 19000 people per sq km. You can see them with their white caps getting their carts in and out of Bombay's trains. They have a six-sigma rating, which means one mistake, on average, every six million times. And for decades this was without any documents or modern technology. They use a numbered colour-coding system that helps them with the sorting, distribution and delivery. They use phones now for customer-calls.

Adjournment-lawyers. They can’t fight a case but specialize in exploiting loopholes to get the hearing shifted to another date. Darcy gaped open-mouthed when she heard this, because it explained why her former organization’s cases moved ahead in every country except in India- where they kept getting postponed mysteriously.

There are so many more of these in India, but the other fellows had some interesting ones too. Indonesia, Kiki said, has people who call at your gate to gather the eggs of fire ants (a fairly dangerous job because the ants are called fire-ants for a reason and they're not amused when you take their eggs away) to sell them elsewhere as bird-food. In Uganda, there was a man who wore a pair of white gloves, such as their traffic policemen use, and pocketed fines from various cars and trucks for three whole days before he was caught by the real police.

It’s an interesting world, and people can be very resourceful in finding themselves a livelihood. While professions might change as we all become Westernized, I think the idea of a niche, local solution is something very important, and that’s something the analysts and statisticians often miss.


The Begining of the End!!

The 9th of November 2009 is very symbolic in Germany and for Germans who were more born more than 20 years Ago.

Sitting in the common-room in the "Fellows Home" watching CNN Special Documentary "The Autumn of Change" I felt the need to share my feelings. I watched the TV with very great interest because I didn't really know much about it at the time, but it was still something special as I have seen. I was only 5 year old when it Happened!

The Berlin Wall (Berliner Mauer) was a separation barrier between East and West Germany, which divided Berlin for 28 years.

In school back home in Africa, at History class, we were told about the Berlin Wall, how it happened and how is affected the world, the role America played etc, I didnt really take interest in it then, because I was thinking then like many other people "How does that Concern Africa".

As of today I have Lived in Germany for the past 2 Months, and am still learning so much. I have learned how much the War had affected Europe so badly, how families were separated, how they struggled to live after the War with unemployment rates so high, and yet most people triumph. How did they do it?

In many parts of Nigeria and Africa even in our individual lives many "Berlin Wall" exist in various forms and dimension, which hinder people /us from doing what they /we want to do. For instant Hunger and Poverty, Diseases and sickness, hinder people/us especially in rural community to achieve their/our dreams. In spite of this, We, Africa will rise over our "Berlin Wall"!

Now we are preparing for our final project presentation which signal the end of our fellowship, we have our ‘Berlin Wall” to overcome, the courage to go up stage and speak to over 100 people about somethings that inspires and what we want to do! Yew We can!!

As the German Celebrate the Fall of the Berlin Wall today, I see a lot of Lesson-Learnt, I hear some many life changing experiences. A Change that the World will never forget!

As the Chancellor said the fall of Berlin Wall was "Worth Fighting for". It was indeed worth Fighting for..


THE DILEMA OF MEETING STRANGERS:

The greatest hills I have always climbed is the tension and imagination of meeting new people and more so, people from different cultures, social background and classes, religion and level of education even when am full of enthusiasm and zeal to meet them. 21 years ago, I remember my mother teaching me the principle of 'sitting on pins' whenever am meeting some one new. She warned me landing on a soft lean-able harm chair less I get too comfortable and begin talking endlessly. I have always kept this in mind.
Now I think this principle had not faced the actual test. Right from the moment I met Rouven at the exit of Munich Airport, the principle got its first challenge. The entire film crew just added petrol on the already burning dry rids. I was still determine to stand by the principle, little did I know that the test had just begun.
The entire D&F staffs and fellows were the actual tune of the music I was determine not to dance and in less than two days, I found my self up-grading to nails top. As if the ground was not soft enough to hit down the niddle, the hotel managers-Mr & Mrs Bidderman, Merkus with his distinct and exclusive family, and the entire construction workers again added water onto already saturated soil.
Much as my Mum insisted that even if some one welcome you and said 'get seated, feel at home', I should consider it a test of manner and remain on my pins. But this particular hospitality in Germany was not only different, but exclusive and no body even if that person was my Mum would have remain seated on a caution-less harm chair leave a lone soft sands.
In barely one week, I was already seated in the very comfort zone I was taught not to that soon. There was endless hugging, charting, playing, arguing, dancing and singing as one family. I think no one will ever feel this free in a complete new environment and amidst new people than I have felt in this Museum Project and if my mother was still there, I would have gone back with enough evidence ready to implicate this principle of 'absolute sensitivity'

Till then, I remain seated and leaning on my harm chair.

Ochen Julius Peter, Uganda


Leonhardi Fahrt

This past week totally has been a pressure less week as we are on the verge of completing the house. Most probably by next Friday we will be finishing the house.It rained for two days and remained very gloomy and cloudy for the rest of the week except on saturday. On Saturday it was shinning properly when we were in our cozy room. This week we were not able to work in full swing because of the weather and also because we were on the second floor. That means it has grown into some height. We were not advised to work on the floor for the attic because of the height and it had become slippery because of the rain.

I had been thinking that it was much easier to work under snow rather than to work under rain. Maybe because I have fallen in love with the snow. I could wipe off the snow and get back to work but could not do the same with rain. But this does not mean I do not like rain. I love rain especially to get drenched and walk in rain. I am one of the greatest fans of rain, because we Nepalese mostly depend on rain for irrigation and electricity. I have always believed that one should not have the mentality of liking or disliking any season or weather. Because if you start your day thinking or saying that you do not like today's weather then you are starting your day with negativity. I believe this negative attitude slowly creates a big negative pile in the brain and you become pessimist which is obviously not good for anyone. Markus Wasmier also had the same thinking and he also added that there is a German proverb about weather which says something like, There is never a wrong weather the only thing that is wrong are clothes.

Today I fortunately got an opportunity to experience one of the festivals of Bavaria, Germany. It was called Leonhardi-Fahrt. This festival was all about praying to St. Leonhard for the protection and better health of the animals kept by farmers in their farm houses. It was a new experience to see a huge crowd in their traditional dresses gathered for a feast in a place nearby. It was a first lively thing I have undergone after I came to Germany. I also obviously for the first time saw the largest number of horses. I also for the first time saw priests and pastors reading the prayers and performing different rites and rituals.

We, Nepalese have a lot of festivals. There is at least one festival in a month in Nepal. And that means it is either a public or regional or ethnical or some thing else holiday. There is a place called Bandipur where people have metaphorically different festivals for six damn months. These Newari people do not work but simply get drunk and celebrate for half a year. We simply have too many festivals and too many public holidays. I strongly think that two much of festivals and holidays are hurdles towards the development of a nation.I hope and pray one day Nepal will overcome all these hurdles like illiteracy, poverty, unemployment, load shedding, corruption, etc and become a rich and developed country like GERMANY. AMEN.


A Construction Tradition

This Thursday, I was in the workshop peeling wood with many of the fellows as we sang songs from the radio. Tom, one of the construction workers, came in and asked for two girls. I somewhat hesitantly volunteered for this unknown task. Esther from Nigeria volunteered as well. Tom had his English-German dictionary out so I knew it was something outside of the normal tasks. He told us to go to the forest (and pointed behind the museum) and find a beautiful tree about one meter in height. He pointed to the word “custom” in his dictionary and stated, “This is a custom.” Tom’s English is limited and our German is non-existent so asking for more of an explanation was out of the question. You just go and do what you think is the request - makes it more of an adventure!

Tom handed us a small handsaw and off we went! We had to climb over some barbed wire and up a steep Bavarian Alps' foothill. This reminded me of childhood and going to pick out a Christmas tree. However, for Esther this was a very new experience, as picking out a Christmas tree from the forest does not happen in Nigeria. I loved being with her and feeling her excitement about the activity.

We examined each tree candidate for fullness and height and finally found a nice, but perhaps too tall (oh well!), tree to take back to the museum. So we went back down the steep hill, back over the barbed wire – this time with a tree!

When we returned to the work site to display proudly our tree, they told us to carry it to the other side of the museum property and tie blue and white (for Bavaria!) “paper bands” on it... this, I soon found out, meant "ribbon." Esther and I had a great time tying ribbons to the tree and singing Christmas carols.

Then we brought the tree back to the work site and they nailed it to the top of our in-the-process-of-being-reconstructed farmhouse. Then I understood the purpose! The tree was not a Christmas tree, but a tradition in construction that I have seen before on topped out buildings under construction in the US. We had topped out the farmhouse that day and participated in a construction tradition with nailing the small tree to the top beam.


This Weekend I realized that Spending time with family is important. We often get so wrapped up in the importance of money or other things in life that we sometimes forget about the most important little things. FAMILY. How many times can we as adults remember when our parents or perhaps relatives were too busy to spend time with us?

We always remember those times during our childhood. Perhaps it made you sad from time to time. What can we do about it? Nothing except for to not make the same mistake within our own family. That is what I realized this past weekend, when I and with some Fellows went to visit Hans and his wife Sussy then after visit Markus and Gitti.

The First Visit was to Hans(Capenter at the Museum)and his wife. We had lunch together with their beautiful children, children that appreciate the gift of their childhood. It was amazing sitting with Hans and having Lunch together because when I first met him, he so serious and very focused in his work such that the idea of getting to know him was very far away from my mind.

At his house, he showed us how much Family is Important and how we can make the best out of our lives as we plan to have ours one day...

We ended the beautiful day with Markus and Gitti at their house. This was the First time the Fellows visited them at home. They were very please to have us with them and had prepared "big' for us. We had Dinner together, with so much food. beer and deserts. we even took time watch their Family Album and literally skied in their house.

Makus and Giiti dont believe in Halloween, but that night but we had Pumpkin soup, beer, juice and so much more.

Markus, Hans, Gitti and Sussy are our Family here in Schliersee and I am happy to have met them. I begin to wonder how I will be saying good bye to them come 24th...


It really is!

Soo, new week, new diary, new photos and videos, at this point my ideas are over! i have to look for some inspiration for this diary, and i found it yesterday night =). We went to the cinema with Gitti and watched "Michael Jackson's This Is It", i really wanted to watch it, but i didn't know what to expect. When the film begun i noticed that Darcy was already feeling emotional, and i mean it, that's the kind of film that inspires you and shows you the best ways to be inspired. I totally suggest the Istanbul fellows to watch it, for a few moments i felt like becoming a dancer too! haha. I could feel the excitement of the dancers of being on stage next to Michael, it's amazing how beautiful a body can move and express itself by singing and dancing. There are millions ways of art, but definitely music is the one that makes me go mad, in the sense that i love listening to it, the closest i've been to making music is when i was like 7 and played piano, but nothing after that. I would like to try again to play an instrument, or anything related to music... let's see! Art is the best way of expression, and if you feel like doing it, then try!